Clinical to Managerial

assalammualaikum...

niat hati nk tukar design blog nie..dh berkurun rasa ny xbuat sebarang renovation....

tp rasa cm xcukup kepakaran..

actually zaman berblogging ni X semeriah masa diploma dulu..

skrang semua geng2 blogger masa diploma dulu dah start buzy dgn kehidupan masing2 n dah kurang untuk mengupdate blog..

mungkin jugak xde bnyk benda yg mungkin bly dikongsi kn bersama..melenkn keluhan yg berpanjangan..

now dh berada di penghujung 2012..

next year dah 2013 cpt kn masa berlalu..

cepat sgt masa mengejar kita..

n me? me like the most stressful girl in de world ..bila semua orang sedang bersuka ria nk start new year me have to face with final examination..

baru2 ni i got offer letter form SPA8 untuk jawatan jurururawat u29..guess what?

jawatan tu ditolak mentah2..xrasa mcm tolak rezeki ker?

oke i'm dip in nursing tp xnak jadi jururawat what the hell ko nie??

semua orang akn ckp mcm tu kan..

baik ko xpyh amek diploma nursing kalau ko xnak jadi nurse ..

what point?

oke enough byk gila cemuhan yg diterima..

actually masa mula2 amek decision to continue degree  in HEALTH ADMINISTRATION..

masa tu dh rasa give up untuk jadi nurse..

i can treat people..i can help people.. i kan lemah lembut orang ny..so xjadi masalah lau nk jadi nurse pun..

tp HATI nie..

yg membuatkan i changes my decision from clinical to managerial....

u know what because it too hard to explain..because my heart my soul my mind brought me to this way..to come in the new world managerial world..

even sometime when i'm hear ambulance siren nenonenonenoneo...i'm feel to be called to help them..to be apart with them..to give the services to the people to treat the others....

when i'm step to the hospital..i can feel my heart my mind my soul whispering.....

out of sense i came to the reality because this was the way i had chosen..

so i need to complete all of these..

like my father said"xkan semua benda nak kena buat separuh jalan"

so that the reason why offer letter had been rejected..

InsyaAllah,after i completed my study in bachelor health administration there will be the way ...

rezeki Allah tu Maha luas...sgt luas...

InsyaAllah Diploma in Nursing n Bachelor in Health administration bukan sesuatu yg biasa mungkin luar biasa..untuk berjaya we need to take an extraordinary action...

now I LOVE  my decision a lot n i need to try hard to accomplish my dream in future no more pain no more cry..

Allah please guide me..please bring me to your path...

ALLAHHU AKBAR!!!

future manager:)

InsyaAllah pengarah pengurusan hospital...